This year is either the worst ever or the best I’ve had depending on my perspective. It’s one of those glass half empty or half full situations many people like to think of. If I make a list of what didn’t go right, I have the following:
– COVID-19, economy shutdown, Black Lives Matter, riots, my Grandma being ill, and stocks took a hit.
Being a bit more optimistic, leaves me with this:
– life goes on, my business launched, I’m getting a bonus next month, my investments are up, I still have a job, and my Grandma got treated
This year is so polarizing and only a little more than half of it is gone already. It kind of makes me wonder if this is a test for my ability to persevere in times of crisis and uncertainty. Overall, I’ll have to take it for what it is and keep focused on myself. I recently lack the energy to even stay up past 11 PM without suddenly falling asleep. I’ve been telling myself the exhaustion comes from work, but I wouldn’t be surprised if my mind has been at full blast all this time.